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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
feeling down.
10:45 PM

hi ppl..
today started fine..but it has to end on a low..
its just one of those days whr everything seems to be turning out way fine for you..but i has to end as one of your worst days of ur life..

today went to sch as usual..
had lectures...tutorials..breaks..and all the usual stuffs
lessons came..
and went..
and i waited for my cca to start..
as usual...was very sianed and tired..
so start to msg ppl..

den gave my mc to the cca teacher..
pay 18 bucks for coach..
and go home..
feeling okay..
den it started to rain..
and each time it rained..
smth life changing in my life would happen..
it happened in june last yr..it happened in august last year..
and today would be the third time it happen..
all 3 things are different...
bt it affected my life..

as i walked home..
trudging thru the puddled pavements..
i went thru my memories..
and happy and sad tots came in..
but i still had no clue as to wat would happen today..

at home..
i had to chiong thru all my work..
it was chem..phy..and maths..
chionged them in 1.5 hrs..
b4 going online..
and din really feel like tokin..
cuz i still din noe wat was gonna happen..
cuz everytime it rained and i get a bad feeling..
smth bad will happen..
somehow..
and then i finally knew what had happened..
from tat moment on..
i knew my frenship ties with tat person was goin to be severed..
a self imposed one..
as i can no longer trust him...
i noe it hurt him..cuz we have been long frenz..
but for now..
everything tat he has done can nvr be undone and unfortunately so..
i'm sorry my fren..
but u'll just have to get used to having one less fren for now..
all the best and make gd ur last promise to me..
so as well..i'll save on another person's bdae..sad to say..

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the end of the month is coming..
i'm runnin low on pocket $$
anxiously waiting for CNY to come..
ya...
nxt week b4 CNY gt 2 test..
wat a nice red packet from the teachers..

alrites..
nth much to say liao..
nt in e best of moods..
just end off with this song ba..



学会-楊丞琳

难过的左心房渐渐冷却
原来是晴天变成雨天
爱走了多远遗留在昨天
辛酸只能强忍住不被发现
还记得那天你穿的球鞋
你最宝贝的黑白相间
我们肩并肩走不到明天
终于我了解爱有期限

也许放开后我才学会
两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面
美好的总还值得怀念
就算你离我越来越远
再看不见我的转变
我微笑着和你拥抱道别
模糊了最后一句再见

还记得那天你穿的球鞋
你最宝贝的黑白相间
我们肩并肩走不到明天
终于我了解爱有期限

也许放开后我才学会
两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面
美好的总还值得怀念
就算你离我越来越远
再看不见我的转变
我微笑着和你拥抱的道别
模糊了最后一句再见

也许放开后我才学会
两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面
美好的总还值得怀念
可惜你离我越来越远
再看不见我的转变
我微笑着和你拥抱的道别
却模糊了最后一句再见

nites ppl..
byes~
maybe you will nvr noe now..let me fade away,quietly,tearfully

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